Monday 3 June 2013

Reasons for being inactive

Hi guys!
This is lOovelysunShine.
And I made this post to explain why we have been so inactive these past few weeks.
First of all, the main reason is because of me. I currently have a lot of family issues and so much stress that I simply didn't have enough time to update on anything. So this is mainly my fault and I am truly sorry for not saying anything.
But I just felt like I need some alone time from everything, I'm currently in my 3rd year of highschool and there are 5 years from where I come from and they're already asking what do we want to do when we're going to be older.
To be honest, this question puzzled me for quite a while, and I'm worried to death because I sincerely don't know what to do.
If you're Asian, you're probably going to understand me. Asian parents either wants you to be a doctor or a lawyer. But if your parents are not like that, consider yourself lucky for not having to shoulder this burden for your whole childhood and teenage life, because that's how I'm feeling right now. I feel like I'm not reaching my parents' expectations because I'm just failing miserably Math.
And I don't want to be a doctor nor a lawyer, I want to be what I want to be, I don't want my path to be chosen by my parents because I know I would be miserable.
To be honest, I want to be either a fashion designer or an idol. Yes, like those kpop groups kind of thing. Laugh all you want, but it is one of my dreams. Which is kind of ironic because I'm not doing anything to achieve it.
Anyhoot, I just don't feel like writing a whole post about my sad and awful life.
Secondly, we're currently re-staffing our staff because some people are just MIA and some of them are on hiatus so we're currently testing some people who applied. Which is really appreciated so thank you very much.
Lastly, most of my staff are still students, me and CherryBombz are also students, so we decided to give a small break to those who are currently undergoing exams or simply finished their exams period. So they definitely deserve some rest.
For those who are disappointed that we didn't update anything, I am extremely sorry.
I promise we will be back with whole lot of releases when summer will begin.
Kisses!

2 comments:

  1. Fithing girl!!
    Don't give up and stay strong :)

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  2. Hi good luck! I always wait for your chapters and i think you guys do a great job. Its ironic to want to achieve something really badly but dont do anything - and i'm quite like that!

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